Actually he has asked me to marry him every day for weeks and I’ve been saying YES for weeks too… But this time he had a beautiful ring and I was in tears.
This sweet man is so tender and loving with me… He makes me feel so loved and safe… And he is everything I ever wanted in a man. He is all my dreams come true. He is a best friend, he makes me laugh, he works hard and he is freaking hot! I can’t believe I have been so blessed!
I never knew that you could love someone so much that it hurt… I never knew what it really felt like to find your soulmate who literally is your second half. I never knew that I could really be this sure… In spite of the fact that a lot of people think I’m crazy and going too fast.
(We do realize that this opinion is going around with some of our friends and family – some of the most important people in my life are really afraid that I am making a mistake!)
I wish there was some way to let them feel what’s in my heart… So they could know why I’m so sure… But I can’t… So what do I do?
I must do what I’ve done so often before…trust my inner truth! Patrick and I are meant for each other and we knew it almost immediately. We knew!
I know that over time they will see that this is my “Mr. Right” – that we have a love that will be forever… But for now they are going to have to trust me!
I realize that they doubt my judgment because my last two marriages didn’t work out and at the time I thought those were the right thing too.
So these important people in my life no longer trust my judgement… I get that. I probably deserve it. But I’m not making a mistake this time.
I know that it seems like I haven’t known him long enough… But I know who he is at a level that most people take years to get to. I trust who he is… I trust his friends and family who have shared with me who he is. Dating him longer would be a waste of time because WE ALREADY KNOW this is right.
Some of the most important people in my life can see it though. My mom and dad met him once and could see this was right…apparently his parents feel the same way. My most spiritual friends and coworkers saw immediately that we are exactly right and meant to be. It would be great if everyone supported my decision but regardless… we are getting married in 11 days.
In 11 days I will be Mrs. Kimberly Giles. WOW
We are not going into this oblivious to the challenges ahead though. We are blending two families with seven kids (who are not all excited about it). We are going to have some tough times ahead and we are very realistic about what we are taking on. We also both feel that we are supposed to be here and that taking on these challenges is exactly where Heavenly Father wants us to be. He will help us through them… We are up to the task. There is a lot to learn and apparently this is the next phase of our journey.
I will still be writing on the blog but it going to become a journey of a different sort. I know that we won’t be the last couple to attempt this challenge and that we are going to have some crazy adventures to share with you as this unfolds. Just planning a wedding in 11 days is going to be interesting.
I will be writing about our adventures and posting pictures of our big day. I will also be writing about how are kids are adjusting and the things we are learning about making step families work. We have bought some great books on the subject and are reading them together. I’ll keep you up on the adventure.
Here we are setting off on the journey…